Okay, so as you can tell from the title, this journal is probably of no interest to you, it just me going on about school and a guy..
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So a few weeks ago, one of my good guy friends (logan) kisses me. And then dosnt talk to me for a while, and then its all normal again as if nothing had ever happened..

And then last night he texted me at like 7 and asked me if i wanted to go outside, i agree'd after a bit, but i asked my other good guy friend ,Trenton. So we go outside, walk for a bit, grab a jones , then go to logans house. We get to logans house and after a while, he asks us if we wanna stay the night.. I was a little bit weird about it at first, but me and trenton have sleepovers all the time so i figured it would be okay. So i call my mom and beg her to let me , and she finally lets me after doing like a full background check on his parents and everything .. lol . ( oh and if you ever wanna sleep over some one of the opposite sex's house, dont tell your mom that you probably wont even sleep. It causes confusion ) And so we play some halo for a while, and me and logan are pretty close, hes touching my boobs alot and all that junk. Then we put on a movie and we're just snuggled in the corner, watching van hellsing, when we just kisses me out of no where ! and im like " okay ?? " and just sorta ignore it, but then like 10 minutes later, he kisses me again, and trenton catches it ! and its a bit awkward for a second, but im good with awkward situations so i just laugh. Then we turn of the movie and we decide to make a bed out of the like 10 cushions , and we do an dim in the middle. Trenton is really like touchy, so hes holding my hand and logans holding my hand and like snuggling up to me, and logan keeps asking me to turn around, but i can't cause trenton has my hand. And after a while trent goes to the bathroom and a turn around, a few seconds later, hes kissing me, but only this time comes the tongue. And im only in grade 8 so its my first time with tongue ! and i think i did okay, he didnt pull away or laugh or anything. Then trenton comes and we seperate. Then Logan completely like FORGETS hes there and starts making out with me again and i cant hear trenton behind me like omg ! lol , and im really awkward because i can feel his eyes burning into the back of my skull! and i burst out laughing and have to break away, and i didnt realize until today that i didnt really tell him why i was laughing, hope he didnt think it was him.. lool anyway, the whole cusion thing isnt working, so we go to the couch, i was on the inside, logan was beside me and trenton was on me. ( literally) and after a while , logan kicked trenton off, and trenton made me go on the outside so i could talk to him and he could hold my hand... which logan didnt like because i wasnt facing him , and he begged me to turn, i finally did and then he macks me again ! then i just layed my head on his chest until he fell asleep, then i tried to sleep in the chair ! which didnt work out obviously since i was up all night with his cat, and i havent yet slept. and its like 11 pm and i have school, but i drank lots of coffee and i cant get last night outta my mind ! Then when he woke up, before i left, he kissed my twice ... And plus he told me today he really likes me.

But i dont kno if i like him back. He's kinda a man whore, but hes nice to me, and he compliments me. But yea, if anyone accually took time out of their day to read this (probably not), and if you could spare any advice , plz ?!

anywayy !
--kyu-chan